Looking back at old posts, and posts that I’ve liked before I realize I’ve got many posted or saved that say things like “I love and hate you” or “you’re both the best and the worst thing that ever happened to me”. It’s crazy that I might have felt that way about guys previously. You are by far the best thing to ever happen to me Jeff. I know you look at my blog sometimes so I think you’ll see this eventually. You’re ONLY the best thing not the worst. You’re not even a not great thing that has happened to me. You’re always the best thing that has happened to me.








